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2012 and still having this emotions

January 18, 2012

A grudge will heal,will then be let go when you do something way better then what you have done once before for or with other people. To the one you owe big time (me), you have to give much more then better you have to give extraordinary.That's when its all been put behind and she move on with confidence, happy and she feels expensive. That's when she feels priceless. Then only until that day its put to rest, then for now it will be like how it is.

Don't ask until when, you cause it like that you have no right to question time when all she wanted you ask her or you make her wait.

Its wrong in every way when you get angry over questions which needed answers. You owe her big time, big big time but sometimes you forget that when you can scream, shout, humiliate her infront of your people. You think when you usues your difrum she's afraid? Nope she just thinks you didn't respect her. You didn't respect your promises.

 

p.s[ because you are angry is never a valid reason. For once instead of always getting angry because she did something, why not you get it in you head maybe its you who makes it a problem.]- azzahbaby 

 

You said you didn't notice that she's not alright. How, why is that so? But she notices you all the time. Such sad facts from your mouth.

Happy 20th lil sis..

January 18, 2012

 

 

p.s[ I hope you read all the words in the little2 pharse written on every picture. I meant every word of it. May Allah bless you and your future endavours. I'll always have your back. Even when i know im not the first person you'll turn to or sometimes i might not kow anything even but i'll just be around just incase... lovelove]- babysis 

cigarettes? nah.....

January 15, 2012

 

To me its darn smelly but i dont despise anyone whom smoke, but i despise those whom already been told by my people or people around,that i dont but still insisted to offer just so to hear from me myself that i dont or because with my face,my strong body language ect ect its very hard for them to believe.TSK, Thats your bloody problem ler.  OR OR those who purposely blow the smoke AT MY FACE. Really tetsing of patience.

 

And i basically do occasinally drink but i don't pop these buds on my lips. Its nothing unusual its as simple as ABC and 123 to understand i just dont.

 

p.s[ make it simple]- azzahbaby

the worst

January 10, 2012

p.s[ changing a fact is denial.] -bby

irrits!

January 10, 2012

p.s[ i bet many of us experience this.. and this is very irritating....!] azzahbaby

when

January 10, 2012

p.s[ so be smart..] baby

happy 20th!

January 06, 2012

 

 

At excatly 12midnight your turning 20th. And at this age is where you are most vulnerable or the total opposite. Its a choice though. May Allah bless you and your future endavours. May choices you make in life dosent shunn people especially closest to heart but instead make it even closer. Insyallah Amin.. 

 

p.s[Much lurve-babysis

sigh

December 30, 2011

p.s[ but i was brought down. How sad.. sigh] -bby

one day..

December 27, 2011

p.s[ anyone can get angry, knows how to be angry but is e reason to, reasonable?] -baby

About Me

butterflies in her stomach


Im a 1990s baby a year older every 21st december. Seriously i judge.I don't usually keep my comments to myself & i'll die when i stop doing anything.BOREDOM is a big NO NO in my life dictionary. My territory, my property is my possession. Invasion of mine, don't expect me to be nice and plaster a smile. Hypocrisy is not my game. Also there's such A BIG thing called KARMA.

*ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY THRICE IS BULLSHIT...

 

shahzarul susanto 18/07/1990 totemudaisuki i still say..eventhough so you have to make it worthwhile